burn-out n. fatigue, frustration, or apathy resulting from prolonged stress, overwork, or intense activity.

I'm honestly having a hard time juggling acads, extra-curriculars, social life and my me time - I suppose that explains my, well, unexplained long absence from the blogging community. So many things to do, so little time. I am absolutely grateful for the people who keep coming back here even if it's been over a month since my last post.

I wish I'd drawn up a better schedule this semester. Four subjects on Tuesdays and Thursdays, one on Wednesdays and Fridays, and another one on Saturdays. I am so not getting any benefits
from my free time because of my responsibilities with my two organizations, what with matters that bug me even when I'm going to sleep.

Or maybe I could have chosen commitments to focus on, instead of grabbing all the opportunities I get. Maybe I could have raised my performance level on everything else if I had fewer responsibilities. And my health wouldn't suffer as much too. I thought everybody was overreacting with my sleeping and eating habits (or lack thereof), but I learned the hard way that they were right. Something seriously awful could happen to me if I keep doing this.

Funny. This is deadlock. It's like I've launched myself into a suicide mission and changed heart halfway through.

And I'm not even halfway through. It's only been a month. A month.

On the upside, I am coping. Atleast I think so. It's been a month already so I guess I'm past the adjustment period of being a college junior, so yeah. I'm gonna keep up. :p

I'd like to believe that happiness is indeed a choice; and that instead of doing what I love, I should love what I do.